2013年1月27日星期日

cold as you 就让我发唠叨下吧

cold as you 这首歌
我一直觉得
这首歌
这歌的歌词
写的  是我的心声
totally...


You have a way of coming easily to me

And when you take
You take the very best of me
So I start a fight 
Cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want
Cause I'm not what you wanted.

Oh, what a shame

What a rainy ending 
Given to a perfect day
Just walk away
No use defending words 
That you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here 
Thinkin' it through
I've never been anywhere 
Cold as you

You put up walls and paint them 

All a shade of gray
And I stood there lovin you 
And wished them all away
And you come away
With a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer
With the nerve to adore you

Oh, what a shame

What a rainy ending 
Given to a perfect day
So just walk away
No use defending words 
That you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here 
Thinkin' it through
I've never been anywhere 
Cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey

But I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody 
If I died, died for you
Died for you

Oh, what a shame

What a rainy ending 
Given to a perfect day
Oh, every smile you fake
Is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here 
Thinking it through
I've never been anywhere 
Cold as you

And you do what you want
Cause I'm not what you wanted.

因为我  并不是你要的  那个
不是你要的那个
多伤人啊
因为我不是
所以。。。才会这样

Just walk away
No use defending words 
你从来不会说太残忍的话
但是
你不知道
那些   很简单的词句
结合起来   从你口中说出
有多伤人。。。
你不会知道
因为  你从来
就只看见  我微笑的脸
在你面前  我总是微笑着
是不是因为这样  
所以  是我错了吗?
也许   
我们都不曾
把彼此  最最最深处的话  说出来
才变成现在这样吧

也许 


You put up walls and paint them 

All a shade of gray
And I stood there lovin you 
And wished them all away
我们之间
有道墙
不知道
是谁建的  
但是
我知道  我从来
都没有  真正走入你的世界
一直都没有
不知道
是我不让你更了解我
还是  你根本就没有心想要更了解我
你总是以为你很了解我
可是
我真正想要的
你  从来没有  用心去想
所以  你不懂
我真正想要的是什么
其实  
我要的真的不多
我只要  你多一些的 关爱
你多一些的在乎
有很难吗?
我从来就没有   要求  你把我当成你的全部  你的第一
我只要你多表现出在乎我的样子而已
为什么  总是那么的难???

You never did give a damn thing honey

But I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody 
If I died, died for you
Died for you
我知道
我们的曾经
不会有人懂
就算我们一起时
你也不曾  给我一个肯定
那些曾经
要用什么来证明???
用什么来证明?
我们  这个字
曾经存在过???
没有
就算掉在多的泪
你也不会知道
那  我有何必那样呢?  


Oh, every smile you fake
Is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
每一次
所有的问题
你都用笑带过
我知道
生气太久不是件好事
可是  每次吵架后
第二天
都笑着跟我说话  然后 装作什么都没发生过似的
这样   我会解读为
你根本就不重视我们之间的问题
问题就一直存在着
一直到   你不知道要如何解决
就用分手
来结束所有 
我真的很讨厌这个结局
你给的伤口  不多
一个  就够
需要好多时间来恢复
有人说
水瓶座很绝情
可以用很短的时间
忘记一个人?
为什么   这种事没有发生在我身上???


And now that I'm sitting here 
Thinking it through
I've never been anywhere 
Cold as you
想了很久
真的   没有第二个人
能像你这样
对我那么冷漠
就算是一个普通朋友
也比你关心我
你总是
你喜欢   你心情好
你就出现
然后
就不见人影
安全感  这3个字
女生最想要的着3个字
我真的感觉不到
你的冷漠
冷到   让我觉得
世界上  也许没有一个地方
比你更冷



好了
我唠叨完了
把之前的感觉都写出来了
一个字
现在的我
绝不会回头看你
我只会向前看
美丽的回忆
我珍藏着
不好的回忆
会渐渐被遗忘
因为我脑袋没那么大可以容纳他们
我自愈能力可是很强的

我知道
有时候
女生还是装得弱一些
比较惹人疼
可是
我就是装不了
我就是我
我不会装
你要是敢喜欢我
你就要喜欢我的全部
不过
你要是没有把握可以给我幸福
就不要来打扰我
我才没有那么多心
可以让人伤

一个人没什么不好
我有我的音乐
我有我的画画
我有我的家人  朋友
我只是少了一个你
不会死掉的

第二人生
再次出发





2013年1月26日星期六

im too boring

when my 自拍mode on...hahahaha
tis is the result...



is so boring ...
no ppl jio me go yamcha...><
sad...
im so easy forget by my fren T^T

nvm....im still hav my sketching book
n still hav my laptop
i still hav my mayday song
i still hav music

im can alone
i can be a good fren with lonely
dun disturb me
when i decide to be alone

so....
why u wan to appear
when im jz decide to let u go??
nvm...
tis time
tis time i will be vry calm
u wont affect me anymore
jz take it easy
like u 
always hehehaha
nvr take it serious...
then should be ok =)

u not the one u used to be
im oso not the one i used to be

time make all feel different
time can make u bcome a ordinary ppl

remember
time can change everythings
n i will keep on moving forward
n wont stop at the origin
to waiting for u

except...u is ashin lar...wakaka










2013年1月25日星期五

im a smart girl now

tat day
i hav a last try
n last test

n now
i know tat
he is not care ady..

so
as a smart girl
i know wat should i do

i should  let him go
dun let him stay in my heart ady
i will let him move out from there
slowly
i know i can do it

a smart girl
wont wait for a guy too long
she know tat
a guy always wan u to wait him
mean he don love u

y i need waste my time 
on a guy
which doesnt care about me???
definitely
not need
tat is so stupid
i wont do the stupid thing for the same guy anymore

yaa...
mayb im just a girl
easy forget by ppl
i jz sad 
bcoz
im so easy forget by him
all memory
like nothing
like not important at all for him

nvm
i still appreciate
wat he had gv me

i know..
tat is impossible
we can forget a ppl
tat u like him b4
i know
i wont forget

but...
time pass
he will become a sweet memory
n he will become
the history...n jz a important memory in my life

tis is one part of my life
forget jor..
vry ke xi neh..

but i will not find him anymore
i unfriend fb
to prove my determinent 
haha...im serious de lo..tis time..


but i believe
sure will gt 1 day
i will meet a guy
think tat
im the only one
the special one
the lovely one
for him

n he will never forget me

i still believe
my prince will appear one day

sure gt a guy 
will treat me like his princess
把我捧在手掌心
hah~~~~
dreaming~~~hehe

a DaY meet with my PRINCE ASHIN

heiheihei....
a day meet with my prince
ashin ashin ashin

tis is 1st time...
i meet ashin <3 font="">
waw.....
he is so tall n so leng zai
my prince stand in front of me...
really in front of me...
i gt talk with him..haha
阿信,这个可以送给你吗?
哈哈。。。就这一句。。。
然后阿信就一脸不知所措的样子
好可爱啊。。。哈哈哈
可惜,我画送出去后
忘了跟阿信和怪兽握手
捶心肝咯><
好笨
he is so near from me...

1st time meet my prince leh
screaming!!!!!
ahhhhhhh!!!
he is so leng zai ar.....^^
又帅又高又浪漫
又会画画
又会弹吉他
又会唱歌
又会作曲
又会写词
又会搞笑
简直就是漫画里跑出来的人嘛。。。
帅惨了。。
叫我怎么能不迷恋他
阿信
我的王子^^

really vry vry vry near
b4 tis...
i think ashin jz will so near with me in my dream
now
my dream come true
is so amazing..hahaha

wei liao my prince
15 jan 2013
i alone go kl...
n meet jazz an at midvalley
lucky..
no gv huai ren tangkap jor..

he so good la....
gv me fb link to win tune talk contest
n get the chance to take photo with ashin n guai shou ^^
and he pinjam me his room for me sleep 1 night

so nice lar...
n the night
he play guitar
we sing together...
haha...all mayday de song...
so 爽啊。。。
知音阿知音
我终于找到你了
haha...
guitar so nice...
i wan learn guitar...
now i know wat is
T1213121 jor..^^



on the way go to kl

prepare to meet my ashin
TQ jazz an pinjam me his stay real..^^

arh..b4 go meet prince..i go to stay real shop in tropicana city mall
but
i jz can see jazz an buy...
n help he take the bag ><
bo lui ar...

all fans preparing ^^


yeah....i gt tunetalk de ticket^^



b4 went kl...i draw tis to gv my ashin prince 

i take tis photo from the blue zone..hehehe

im inside blue zone
the others fans vry pity..stay outside
see no road><

tis jazz an yuan ben sit outside de..
i rescue him come inside
by pinjam him my happy birthday to him
n ask he sing 仓颉
fast TQ me la..haha..
he gt 握手with my prince o...

王子终于登场了!!!


抿嘴  kawaii


same pose..hehe

so cute my prince


ashin spray out the time for the 2nd round to buy the ticket for 3march 2013concert


tis is the ticket for me hav the chance to take photo with ashin ^^
so lucky o me 
im a lucky girl
hehe


hahahahahhahahah
u see...
tis photo...
i beside beside my prince neh
so幸福
haha...
can 相起来
当做家传之宝了。。haha


2013年1月13日星期日

如果我能像你那样彻底就好

说好了
答应过自己
不要再为他emo了。。。

可是
emo这种事。。。
不是我能控制的。。。

你真的好彻底
好干脆
说不见就不见
彻底的
从我生活中消失

彻底的
让我觉得
曾经发生过的事
好像没有存在过似的

好吧
也许  你从来就不需要我

没关系
我不会再找你了
你自由了

我知道
我再怎么说
你也不会明白
你的想法   我一直都猜不透

没关系
反正  也只能这样

世界上那么多人
我就不信  
我找不到个真正疼惜我  爱我的人

反正你过得那么好。。。
我再也不要跟你有什么牵扯了

我自己偶尔emo下就好了
不要再找你了。。。
讲到就做到~~~

2013年1月11日星期五

一颗糖果

我知道
自己,  早就不是小孩子了
  但是,  我总是 故意去忘了
      忘了,  我长大了的事实

我总是,  总是认为
就算长大了,  只要心还像小孩一样
我还是能  像小孩那样 

单纯的享受   简单的快乐
这样
就能快乐一些   知足一些   不是吗???

小时候,
    如果别人  送你一颗糖果
          你就会开心得像什么似的

现在的你,
  如果,  收到别人送你一颗糖果
       却当做是理所当然的
然后,还要嫌弃别人
      只送了你一颗糖果罢了  那么吝啬
                却忘了,  别人  原本  可以
                连一颗糖果都不必给你的。。。。

想说,
要珍惜   会给你糖果的朋友

     因为,
        他们原本可以自己一个人
  把糖果吃完
可是,
      他们却愿意与你分享 <3 p="p">
分享  这两个字
在这个年代里
在我这个年龄里
是很难得的字

    友谊
        也许就从一颗糖果开始^^


朋友,
原谅我的孩子气。。。。
我就是个不想长大的"老小孩"嘛~~~^^


2013年1月9日星期三

untouchable...

u just like the rainbow
so beautiful 
but just appear when it wan
just appear in a vry short time

if u like rainbow
wat can u do is
waiting
sometimes it will appear suddenly

but when its gone
left nothing
how can i prove tat
the rainbow had been there before???
no....i cant...

u just like the rainbow
when i want to touch you
but i just can touch nothing...
what i can touch just the air...

and now...
i dun want to wait you again...

i dun want to like the rainbow anymore...
i want something can hold tightly...
someone  more  real...
can touch into heart...

2013年1月8日星期二

i hate math lar...wuwaa...T^T

hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
lazy study ar....
i hate mathematic de maaa....
y a IT student nid study so many math...
T^T
i wan run away from math laarrr....

tao yan de o....
vry sien de lo........
who can help me...
make me happy bak><

sad.....T^T
tired...
dun wan to study lar...
but cant...
my brain wont gv me rest de...
if not  
i sure will regret later...
wuwaaa...
i hate math><

2013年1月5日星期六

nice chat ^^

has a nice chat with nic
^^
we 2 are like sing de ppl...
he is quite funny and cute
chat xia chat xia..
ady so late...hoho...

but...this year is his last year
jz left 1 sem..
oppsss...
i think dao where liao...

ermm....
is a good change
my blog always appear new name ^^
heihei

coz...
here...
not for him anymore...^^

omg....
jz now i do matric...
walao aaa...
wasting time onli...
1st do correct jor..
but ans gt correction i no check...
keep do n do n do...
shit dao...

finish it liao..
then next ques lo..
do do do do dao the end..
jz realise i salin wrong question...
u say la...
too late cant do matric
will die gao gao...
sad><

i think is time to bed...
i blur ING....><

2013年1月4日星期五

2013.1.4

hey....
today is 2013.1.4
jz 1 day is 2013.1.4 in the world...
n im the lucky 1 live at this moment...
爱你一生一世
in this special day
i going out with senior^^
eve tan n brian...
they are so nice lar...
bring me go and yong ping go batu pahat mo fish..haha
and then we go eat hao liao..at yi zhu yuan...
艺竹园...
we eat sambil listen to the cny song...
so gt feeling
wan cny liao...haha..^^

and then we go sing k
3 hours..hohoho
yuan lai bring student card can half price><
they rm8...i rm16...
没天理啊。。。
next time must bring student card go..><

touch the fish n will bring good luck for us..
i wish i always hav good luck ^^
n i feel i always good luck...

with eve tan  mo fish mo fish


ba bing wei liao mo fish...hahaha
they are kind senior..
eve tan and brian ng..
201314
爱你一生一世
i not believe 一生一世
today sarah gt post a video
about the process of a relationship...
ermmm....
so familliar...
is a cycle...
again and again...
mani lover oso cant overcome 
include me........
i know...
the problem is...
the love between us is not enuf to overcome it...

my prince not him
and i wont sad ady...
no point to sad for a guy which is not care u...
i will remember the sweet memory 
andl forget the bad 1
coz...this is my pass...

yes...all pass ady..
let it be a history of my love story

nvm lar....
i still believe 1 day...

my prince
he will come...
And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, 
go pick out a white dress
It's a love story 
baby just say yes


the feeling...
when the feeling is so right...
wat oso not a problem...

wat i need....
jz i gt feeling the man
jz a vry care me the man..
care me and love me 
tis 2...enuf for me to fall in love again...

but...
it seem hard to find out...

nvm...i still young...
i will keep waiting for u

my prince...






重生


我答应我自己

从今天起
我微笑的理由
不再是你

从今天起
我掉泪的理由
不再是你

从今天起
我喜欢的人
不再是你

从今天起
我重生

我从不说爱
我想说。。
我从来都没有对他说过一句
我爱你
爱   对我来说   太沉重了

对我来说
我说喜欢你
就是喜欢你   很确定的喜欢

如果   你不能
用  我喜欢你那份心意
来喜欢我
请不要随便打开我的心
闯入我的世界

当我说我喜欢你后
我知道  我会受伤

以后  再也不要轻易说喜欢了
很累

还是自己一个好
不需要被一个人牵着我的情绪走
只为自己而活

我的青春
我爱过
我疯过
那就足够

继续挥洒我的青春
让美丽的回忆
布满我青春的相册
不要有遗憾^^

我爱我自己
我爱我的家人
我喜欢我的朋友^^