feeling so bad....

when u gt a secrete,
u wan to share wit fren
hope they can share ur hapiness or sad wit them,
but u CANT....WAT IS THE FEELING？？？
now i knw...so bad...so so bad....
tat feeling so bad....
when u happy...no ppl u cant share it wit ur fren
when u sad,just can cry urseft...
no one will help u..
bcoz..u no tell the otthers wat going on..
so sad...y will like tis....
bad mood now...wuwaaa....
wan cry lo......but cant cry....
y i need to cry???
meaningless.....
haizzzzzzz.....
y will becum tis....i oso dunno....
y it will end????
i wan it END END END now....
can???????
yala....end it lar...
no mood at all if keep on like tis......
BAD MOOD BAD MOOD BAD MOON><
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT
>wuwaaa.....T.T
y will like tis??
alicia seng....i miss u..
.u can help me ma??wuwaa...

New...

10 may 2010...
1st day go to school...
sekolah menengah tunku besar tampin...
the school not bad laa...
but BORING.....very boring ...1st day...
need to listen taklimat...bla bla bla...
very very boring!!!!omg...
2nd day...
10 of us decide dun wan go to school...
wakaka....
back home....so happy...at home..wuh00...


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hehe...my house at tampin....
b4 tis..my room is the bad condition room...
my room is no the papan floor de...
we need to sleep on the floor...so pity o...
but..tat day..the uncle come ....
he pindah the big bed for us....
waa...so noce n so gud...
we no need sleep at the floor anymore...wuh00..


the life at tampin.....
mmm...is 0k lar...
just need wait very long during wan bath....
10 ppl live together...
nt so easy...
so....if wan bath early...
ur movement must be very fast...
if nt??u just can see n wait...huhu...pity lar...
everyday can borak2 wit fren till late2...
the 1st day at day...
we chat till 2am...hahaha...
second day...
uncle bring the pingpong table 4 us...
so gud man...
i play pingpong till 11++pm...
the feel so gud....
hehe...
long time no exercise liao...
so happy can play pingpong there....yeah^^
after play pingpong eat maggie...
hahaha...just lose some calory...then eat again..
fat lo...><
but is 0k la....i like it...^^


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thomas cup....^^
malaysia b0leh!!!
so nice today msia performence....
good man....
so exited when see the man double....
hehe.....
hope malaysia can into the semifinal lar....
i support malaysia...
yahoo^^
win win win^^


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mY hEart Is EmtY

my heart now is emty....
no ppl live inside there....
yes...my heart is emty...n it hav mani emty places...
my prince...
where are u???
when u wan appear..
when u wan to live in my heart??
heart is emty so long....
n i feel emty oso...
sometimes, see the couple so sweet...
the emty feel bcum strong n stronger....
huhu....i know now is not the time for dating or love...
now is study times...
but...
really emty....
is it will emty till the end???
hoo.....i dunno...
my prince...i know...u must at some where i dunno...
one day later i must meet my prince...
before tis....
just let my heart emty.....
yes...
my heart is emty now.....

HOuse at tampin....

today wake up at 8.00 am...
waw so early..hehe...
i very long time no so early wake lo..
hahaha
they say 9am gather at lvc house..
wait long fetch us....
9++ juz come fetch...
late lo...
their law ...must later about half hour de...
the result is...??
when we reach tampin house...
all room is set already...
the house below is motor shop...
we live at the above...
there hav 4 room there...
1 big room n 3 small room...
walao yeh...all good room their choose already lar...
long sure angry lo..
tat house is he found...he contact the uncle..
now he cant choose the room...
result is....4 boy live at big room....
n the 3 small room is for gal...
i n shiying tat room...
no the net prevent mosquito..
no small light..
no papan floor...
><....
we pay the same money leh...
why we need live in the bad one??
huhuhuhu....
everytime rugi always is me??huhuhu...
nvrmind lo....be positive...
the fan of the room is very gud...
see it move so fast....we no need feel hot 4 one month...
yahoo...
n just 2 gal use one room...
i feel lucky bcuz my roommate is shiying ...
hahahaha...
she like clean room maa...
her room is my room...wakaka...
my room must clean lo...
tis is a point can make me happy...wakaka...
hoho...monday form 6 open school lo...
tis sunday need to move to tat house lo...
i no pack my things yet...lazy lar...
dunno wat will happen at the tampin house....
hehehe....
hope can a happy memory 1st time live wit my fren for 1 month...
hehehehe....the important things is....
hope i can sabar for all the things la...^^
hahaha....last is...hope can start a happy life..
lastly...hope i just need live at there 1 month...
i wan my jpa de lo...^^
dear jpa n honey matrix...
i love u so much...u must come to me o...
hehehe....u 2 must come find me o...
wakaka.....

mY piTy T707....huhuhu...wake up PLs...i neeD U

huhuhuh.......
wuuwaaaa.....my handphone...T707..
it sick liao...sot sot liao....wuwaa....
my bao bei phone ar...wuwuwu....sad man....
huhuhu...when u wan wake up???
u just half years old onli....
why so unhealthy???
T707...I WAN U BE STRONG LA...
later bring u to handphone shop....
u must fast fast back oo.....
huhuhu...i love my t707...
although it nt the best phone...
but in my heart...T707 is the best....
u must back to me o....T707!!!
LovE u .......

wAn StaRt a nEW liFe lo...

10may...need daftar form 6 at tbs...tampin...
hoho...need start new life at tampin...
mayb just live there 1 month..
waiting the jpa at tampin...
ah my god...really hope i can gt jpa...
wan it wan it wan it....
new life wit fren...
new place...new school..new life style...
waw...dunno how it will be....
at there...
no aircon...
no television...
no internet...
no mum,dad,sis n bro...
just gt fren....
fren will b important when we go out study...
i think later i will understand it...
need to learn bertolak ansur..
all things must do by myself...
learn to berdikari..wuwaa..
i need to b grow up...
cant be a child anymore....
huhuhu...T.T
but...i must be smile to face all tis things..
then my life will be more happy^^
be happy n be crazy..wakaka...
onli tat i can hav a happy life...
+u+u gambateh...^^
yap kah ying...u can do it!!
wuhoo...!!!